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Goldenscale gave a whine in protest. She wanted to help out, but she knew it was pointless. She just plopped herself down on the ground and pouted, her arm still tucked under her wing and the fire sphere underneath the other. "It's not fair. I'm the only one that hasn't fallen from exhaustion. It's not my fault I'm defective..." she mumbled, pouting. Okay, now she was throwing a tantrum, but they were underestimating her and she didn't like it, though she made her last statement incomprehensible enough that they wouldn't know what she said. Sure she could die if she got too cold, but she just wanted to be useful. She went through her first years of like thinking she was useless and unwanted, and that was a hard thing to break after so many rejections. Sure she was glad to have a family now, and as much as she wanted to be fussed over, she wanted to be useful. "Good luck, Deniigi." she said as he walked towards his puzzle.
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Goldenscale gave a nod, though now she looked like she look miserable. She remembered how the idea first started and all the depressing thoughts came back. How her life was longer than others and how because of it she would be going to all the funerals of her loved ones. She couldn't do it. Death was the one thing that she couldn't stand if it affected her personally or her family. Just thinking about it made her want to cry. After Ahnah nuzzled her, she limped her way over and curled up in Ahnah's side. "I'll try to be more safe by listening and I'll try not to fataly injure myself anymore..." she said quietly, trying desperately to get rid of the terrifying thoughts in her head.
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Goldenscale nuzzled into Ahnah, glad to have someone with her she could depend on. She was warm and she was getting sleepy. She had dozed off when she had awoken to the sound of the wall breaking down, rising her head to look at Deniigi so she could see him. He had the new sphere, meaning she had only one puzzle left: Kaden's. She then listened as Deniigi spoke, whining when he said they would have to begin getting ready. She was tired now that she was a few degrees warmer than the cav had made her. "Fine..." she said with a yawn, rising on her 3 good legs and waiting for the door to open. She wasn't sure how much longer she could keep herself awake. She felt like she would fall asleep at any moment.
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Goldenscale gave a tired nod. "I'll remember that. If we are going to need to run, I probably won't be able to because my arm is injured and the positions of my wings are lopsided. I might be able to though if I get enough sleep..." she said, glancing over to Midnight as she went to the last puzzle, then turning back when Deniigi handed her the green sphere. She then nodded and placed the sphere with the other two under her wing, tightly pressing it to her body unlike the wing holding her arm. She then gave a yawn and nodded as she curled back into Ahnah's side. "Alright. Tell me when the wall begins to crack to about what you would think the halfway mark is." she said. She smiled and gave a sleepy giggle when Ahnah nuzzled into her side, but she frowned when Ahnah began speaking. "If we hadn't come, we wouldn't have seen your mother, and besides, how are we to know we would get injured? Besides, without you I would probably be lost somewhere in the world with no hope of coming back because I wouldn't know where I was. This isn't a mistake, this is just an unfortunate result of us completing part of our mission. I should know what mistakes are, I've made several of them back before the Cave found me. I'm not even sure I can call those mistakes though. Everything has a purpose." she said, still frowning.
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Goldenscale gave a snort in anger that such a thing ever existed. Beings should be able to accomplish what they want to in their lives, not be told they are too weak. If they knew just how mentally unstable she had been in her younger years, they might not habe let her in the cave in fear of her hurting others. Being lonely and attacked by her own kind instilled beliefs of their own in her, that she was unloved and unwanted. The one suicide attempt after seeing Frost's fiance die a second time was insignificant to all the others she had tried. That wasn't even the beginning. She could rant on about how everything had turned against her, and yet she still wanted to help and protect. It was immoral and wrong what Ahnah had to learn, and now she had to pay for it. "Deniigi is right. Weakness is what makes us a unique being. I am a defect, and it does take time to understand strengths, but that is what makes me who I am." she said. She then placed her hand on Ahnah's cheek. "I know you had to train with all of those rules and regulations, but look at how much has changed because of you and Tieral and Mayumi and Frost. You are a wonderful being that deserves to be loved for who you are. Don't let others change that." she said softly, removing her hand and hugging her.
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Goldenscale smiled and nuzzled her cheek gently. "And we'll be with you for as long as we can, forever if possible." she said with a purr. She then turned to Deniigi as he spoke again, turning her own head to look at the wall as cracks began to show. "Alright..." she said. She then curled her neck and rest her head on her wing, careful not to place it on thr wing covering her injured arm. Now she didn't want to rest. What Ahnah had said now buzzed around her mind with mixed emotions attached. But she got rid of them and closed her eyes, dozing off not long after.
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