Posted at 2016-01-18 05:00:44 — Link
Um...yeah. It was awkward. I'm having serious life troubles, and I began to freak out. I curled up in bed, crying. No one was there.
I could go in detail, but I don't wish to weigh you down with my troubles when you surely have your own.
Anyway, I took a shower, and I stepped out and wrapped myself in a towel, and it was oddly...comforting. I needed someone to hug, I was drowning in despair, and...all of a sudden I was thrown out of darkness and into warmth and love. Of a pink bath towel.
I don't get it either, but my first thought was it was God. Telling me everything was okay. Which was weird, because even though I'm Christian, I doubt too often to consider myself one. I constantly find ways to tell myself He's not real, but I go to church anyway, and I enjoy it.
Before my shower, I had been curled up crying under blankets, fearful, desperate, and alone. I prayed. I extremely doubt God exists, yet I found myself praying. Praying for a way to get out, to be rescued from the depths of my misery.
I suddenly found myself wrapped tightly by a towel, and I felt it. Comfort. I can't describe it. It was...I really can't describe it. Like...like love had become human, and was giving me a hug. Fear dissolved, and was replaced by indescribable content.
God touched me, and I knew it was an answer. I was tossed in the waves of hurt, of sorrow, and He calmed the waters.
Maybe you think I'm exagerating. Maybe you have a different religon, or maybe you don't believe in anything at all.
But it happened. I had to share my story, and here it is. It was indescribable comfort and love...
Quotes:
I want you to listen to me very carefully, Harry. You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are.
~ Sirius Black
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
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