Hiya!

As the title suggests I'm a newbie.

I'm hoping to get stuck into the Forums pretty quickly.

I guess I should really tell you a little bit about myself.

My real name actually is Toya Kazaki, I know my username is beyond unimaginative but I can never be bothered to see which ones are availabe and which ones aren't.

I'm 17, nearly 18 and I go to college.

I'm half Japanese and half English.

I live in the good old UK, where the sky is constantly grey and we love to drink Tea, though I prefer drinking Coffee.

I'm a real movie buff, I mainly watch Horrors, though I do watch Actions more than often but Horrors will always top them.

I love to listen to music, my music varies really, though I would say I mainly listen to RnB but it all depends on what mood I'm in and how I'm feeling at that point in time.

(Right now I'm listening to Tove Lo - Habits (Hippie Sabotage Remix))

I love animals, we have 5 cats and I love them all dearly, I know its bad to say but I do have a favorite among them and that is my baby Shadow, he is just so cute, I will admit I spoil him rotten but I just can't help it, hes just so cute!

Well thats it I think!

 Too-da-loos! 

Hello Toya! :) Welcome to BK. I hope you enjoy it here. 

Aww cats ^^ I love cats! Do you have a picture of Shadow?

If you need help or have questions feel free to message me! :)

Thanks for the warm welcoming!

I have got a picture of him but its not the best, he hates me taking photos of him.

I call him my little Panther!

I'll remeber if I ever need help to ask you.

Aww what a cutie! He reminds me of my boy Salem! 

Sure thing ^^

Aww, what a cute name!

Do you have a picture of Salem, I would love to see him!

Yes ^^ This is my baby boy. Sadly he passed away in January. But he will be with me forever <3

Aww, hes cute!

I know how it feels to lose a dear pet.

Also sorry about not replying sooner, my brother wanted to borrow my laptop and went to bed before he was off of it so..

That's okay ^^ 

It was very hard. I had him for 17 years, and unfortunantly we had to make the call to have him put down. He was having so many problems and it was his time. It was hard to let go. I am glad I was able to hold him as he went though <3

We had to make that call for our dog of 12 years, Tasha, she was a Rotteweiler, she had a tumor in her bladder and it had burst causing her blood to rush to it and not circulate around her body meaning she couldn't move, the only thing she could move was her head, they ended up having to put her down in the hallway of our house, it was so sad to see her go, though we all knew it was the best for her, it seemed like her body was saying it was her time but her mind wasn't, she still had that gleam in her eyes that said she didn't want to go but it was just to painful for us and for her to have her live like that.

Oh my gosh these stories are the saddest! It just makes me feel bad because I have a cat our family has had for 15 years, basically all my life and further. She's a calico named Patch, and she's kind of the oddball, because she has one lively, mysterious green eye, and one blind blue eye. I know she's getting old, and my sister explained some things cats do before they die, including involuntary twitching, which still scares me.

All these stories of dead pets just make me dread the day when my loving Patch will leave me...